Wednesday, March 2, 2016

A day in mom's life

You need to get a hold of your child, said she
I tried brushing it aside, for SHE does not know anything about my angel
Are you a good mom? asked my conscience.
Look what have you made of her, said the devilish me
You are good for nothing,
You do not cook regularly for your husband, who is working hard day & night,
Your house is a mess,
You yell at your kid,
You do nothing the whole day, ranted my conscience.
Your angel is just five,
she will grow up just fine,
You are only human,
don't beat yourself up,
this is part of growing up,
tried my heart..... in vain.
"How to grow a confident child"
"How to discipline the child"
"How to make kids eat"
the endless browsing my fingers did.
"Moms are gods",
"Moms are angels in disguise",
"Moms have ten hands"
"Moms create the world"
I heard, everywhere I turned,
I am no God,
I am no Angel,
I am a normal person,
I have just two hands, said I
I am only a woman
who wants her little angel to grow up just fine.
I wish she is happy every single day,
I wish she has the courage to stand up to bullies,
I wish she becomes everything she wants to be,
I wish a million things, oh I don't know how to be.

Knock...Knock.....comes my husband
I am as happy as I can be,
Whats with the excitement, asks he
"Papa ate drumstick,
Papa ate apple,
Papa ate rice,
All by herself".
What other reason do I need.

I am just a mom,
who wants her little angel to grow up just fine.




Saturday, January 23, 2016

Who am i

Who am I?

Am I a good daughter?
Am I a good sister?
Am I a good wife?
Am I a good mother?

Above all am I a good person?

All my childhood I never thought about these questions and I was a happy go lucky person. The moment I started questioning.....life became difficult and it has never been the same. .....

After a long long time, a poetry

I wish

I wish I am bold enough
I wish I am mature enough
I wish I am talented enough
I wish I am strong enough
I wish I have more patience
I wish I knew how to socialize
I wish I knew I was more energetic
I wish I knew how to spot cheaters, liars and the like
I wish I could hide my true self
I wish, I wish, I wish. .......

I wish I would love myself as I am.....

Friday, January 22, 2016

Yet another attempt

Going crazy over 3d origami

Sunday, January 3, 2016